Mou, it has been a long time since i've blogged. Oh well, lotsa things have happened since the last post. Sad things, happy stuff, painful stuff.... In a flash, my tennis team has retired, handing over to the next upcoming team. I've finished my A levels, after much brain wrecking.
I thought all the voices in my head will disappear after this. They're still in there, somehow. I dunno. I'm afraid that one day i might go insane and the last dormant voice will take over. By then, i guess its over. Gone. That's when my life will end. Already a violent one keeps whispering to me, about how useless i am and how i go seek my death. Yet another one is fighting it, telling me that I'll really be useless if i ended my life. It's asking me to hang on. Hang on to what, i do not know, but i definitely have to. I can't die. I don't want to die...
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